186 – The Loneliest Being in the World …

My mind is the loneliest, most wondrous being in the world; traversing beyond boundaries, while my body traverses within boundaries.

My mind has grown out of experiences weaved through happy and sad moments, fears and dreams, emotions and feelings, anxieties and accomplishments; what my body is able to see, taste, hear, touch; what I love to remember, what I wish I could forget. My mind is the compound of all I have suffered, of all I have lived, of all I have learned, of all I have wanted, of all I have loved, of all the little battles I have lost, and the big ones I have won.

Born when two other minds became one … ovum’s and sperm’s … I inherited a mind of my own. But it didn’t come alone; it brought some very powerful baggage of its own.

Endowed with ancient Knowledge, my mind taught me how to build and organize an extremely complex yet supple body, how to perceive and adapt, how to talk, how to cry, how to laugh, how to dream, how to imagine, how to love; how to admire the beauty of Nature and tremble at its destruction and creation; how to survive the madness of anger, of hate, of deceit, of cruelty. And how to move on, even when humiliated, belittled, unwanted, hurt, scared, so I could live to be awed and loved, so I could learn to look inward … at the order and wonder of me … and come to see the magnificence and beauty of the Order we are all made to see, yet most of us cannot yet see:

An Order immensely greater than mine, yet a bit like mine. Beautiful yet grotesque, mysterious yet intelligible, destructive yet creative, physical yet immeasurable, fragile yet resilient, deliberate yet spontaneous, gentle yet merciless, breathtaking yet coarse, bold yet meek.

An Order with a mind a bit like mine. Unfathomable, yet open to comprehension. Intangible, yet always present; busily prolonging Order so there is Life. The loneliest most wondrous Being in the world, whose presence in me is music I can only hear.

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One Response to “186 – The Loneliest Being in the World …”

  1. 中青看点 says:

    这样精彩的博客越来越少咯!

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