Archive for December, 2017

187 – There is an Order within Me …

Friday, December 15th, 2017

Out of trillions of cells that make up my mature body, about 96 million die every hour … every hour … and my body, every hour, creates other 96 million to take their place. This self-balancing feat preserves the number of cells needed for me to be a functional, dynamic, thinking, inquisitive, determined, mindful, introspective human being.

This precise dance between death and renewal within me is done without my awareness, yet it is what keeps me alive.

My body is made of many types of cells; each type highly specialized not only in what it is to do, but how it is to do it.

Although I am educated enough to know a bit about the creative evolutionary process of the earth which has taken eons to bring us to be what we are today, I cannot fathom how trillions of cells, each one driven to accomplish what it must accomplish, can generate an intellect capable of understanding our evolutionary process, yet is unable to sense the amazing cellular processes going on inside its own body.

Some of my cells are replaced quite often, while others can last my entire lifetime; most of my cells blindly follow instructions, while others have the capacity to choose. This level of rigidity and suppleness is what builds and constantly renews the complex structure of my body; it is how my temperature and heartbeat can be adjusted in accord with the changes not only inside of me, but around me.

Without my awareness, every single cell engendered by my body is imprinted with a unique set of features … the color of my eyes, the type of my blood, the pigment of my skin, the traits of my temperament … which will identify me as a unique individual amid billions of other individuals like me, each one with their unique set of features, their unique level of rigidity and suppleness.

There is an Order within me, self-evident, perceptible, measurable, yet it remains beyond the awareness of my senses. Perhaps this level of awareness is the next wrung up in our evolutionary ladder: To be aware, to sense, to feel the Order within us   and all around us. We are made for that.

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186 – The Loneliest Being in the World …

Friday, December 1st, 2017

My mind is the loneliest, most wondrous being in the world; traversing beyond boundaries, while my body traverses within boundaries.

My mind has grown out of experiences weaved through happy and sad moments, fears and dreams, emotions and feelings, anxieties and accomplishments; what my body is able to see, taste, hear, touch; what I love to remember, what I wish I could forget. My mind is the compound of all I have suffered, of all I have lived, of all I have learned, of all I have wanted, of all I have loved, of all the little battles I have lost, and the big ones I have won.

Born when two other minds became one … ovum’s and sperm’s … I inherited a mind of my own. But it didn’t come alone; it brought some very powerful baggage of its own.

Endowed with ancient Knowledge, my mind taught me how to build and organize an extremely complex yet supple body, how to perceive and adapt, how to talk, how to cry, how to laugh, how to dream, how to imagine, how to love; how to admire the beauty of Nature and tremble at its destruction and creation; how to survive the madness of anger, of hate, of deceit, of cruelty. And how to move on, even when humiliated, belittled, unwanted, hurt, scared, so I could live to be awed and loved, so I could learn to look inward … at the order and wonder of me … and come to see the magnificence and beauty of the Order we are all made to see, yet most of us cannot yet see:

An Order immensely greater than mine, yet a bit like mine. Beautiful yet grotesque, mysterious yet intelligible, destructive yet creative, physical yet immeasurable, fragile yet resilient, deliberate yet spontaneous, gentle yet merciless, breathtaking yet coarse, bold yet meek.

An Order with a mind a bit like mine. Unfathomable, yet open to comprehension. Intangible, yet always present; busily prolonging Order so there is Life. The loneliest most wondrous Being in the world, whose presence in me is music I can only hear.

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